"You need to write. That's the only thing that will make your writing better. ..."
"You
need to write. That's the only thing that will make your writing
better. You're afraid to write something that's shit, that dishonors.
But even Hemingway said, "The first draft of anything is shit."
It's just a starting point. You have to get something down in the
rough before you can perfect it.
Stories
about your ancestors are what you should write. They engage your
feelings because they mean something to you. You need to be
emotionally engaged in your story. If you write about things that you
don't feel about, you won't care about the material, and it will be
gray, flat, and lifeless.
So
start. Once you get your first draft, go back through and polish. Do
it until you're happy with it. Walt Whitman, the famous poet, started
writing Leaves of Grass at 37, and kept rewriting it to perfect it
until he died at the age of 72. You don't have to publish it. You can
keep it secret, and polish it until it shines with its own light.
But
you have to get it on paper first. Here's what will happen: You will
write, and a lot of it will be shit, and you will worry that you'll
get run over a bus and someone will find it and know what a hack you
are. But you ignore that inner perfectionist, because it'll keep you
rewriting the first paragraph until it's perfect and you'll never get
anywhere. You keep going until its done. You write the whole thing.
And then, when you're finished, you read it.
You
won't be happy with it. You'll cringe over the awkward sentences, the
poor transitions, the pacing, blah blah blah. But you'll find these
moments of beauty captured in words, like poetry, alive and
breathing. And you'll move back a paragraph and build to that moment,
and then the page will come alive, and you'll feel the rhythm of the
words and how their energy leads into the next moment. And you'll
struggle with the turn of a phrase that's not just right until, with
a twist here and a tweak there, you realize you've captured one of
life's secrets on the page, and you'll glory in it. You keep going
like that. And every time you do, you'll feel your ancestors
smile.
This is the way
it's done. This is the way that it's always been done.
–Ira Glass